For me, it is just like any other festivals. Nothing special, no one special to spend the day with (except my family :) but they have their own activities so we are likely to be spending half the day together only). For the past 34 years, it has always been like that. Maybe I am meant to spend the festival alone.
Yesterday, when I met up with one of my best friends from school, we were talking about how alot of our friends are married and some with kid(s). She asked me if I have anyone in the love department. My answer to her is as usual. No one! haha... The reason i gave is no one likes me. No one wants to date me.
I never have luck with guys. The only guy that I ever dated is a guy from Portugal and we have never even met before in reality. You may call it long distance relations and it was a virtual long distance relation. It ended very abruptly although i continued (one sided) for around a few years before i decided to call it quit. Its along story and in a way, that relationship kinda decided for me that I am not that keen to be looking for that someone in the love department.
I do look forward to have a relationship with someone. Someone I can love and cuddle with. Esp with the weather nowadays (i practically have been singing "Rain Rain go away..."). But i guess i am not meant to be with someone.
With Christmas just around the corner, alot of couples are looking forward to spend the magical day with their love ones. As for me, I am looking forward to sleep in and enjoy the day in a relax mood before my 1st vacation in year 2014. :)
XOXO
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